looking at her sleep...i feel warm, at ease, safe...
I know when she wakes up, she will feel the same way...
there will be food on the table, there will be gas in the tank, everything has been planned out...
there is nothing she has to worry about.... unless she wants to....and of course, she wants to...
... my life has a purpose....I feel I am in control ...
the only worry that I have, at this very moment, is that what about I have to leave her earlier...what if she is alone by herself....
I simply can't...I need to live long, at least longer...
that thinking makes me sad...in this lovely morning....
I know when she wakes up, she will feel the same way...
there will be food on the table, there will be gas in the tank, everything has been planned out...
there is nothing she has to worry about.... unless she wants to....and of course, she wants to...
... my life has a purpose....I feel I am in control ...
the only worry that I have, at this very moment, is that what about I have to leave her earlier...what if she is alone by herself....
I simply can't...I need to live long, at least longer...
that thinking makes me sad...in this lovely morning....